Tick Tock
Good god what a weekend. I am thankful for the weekend and know things will never be the same again.The ultimate crawl has finished with the realisation that the crawl is no more. Especially looking up at it. That was disturbing and somewhere I never want to go back too. I know I have now moved on from that thank funk.
O was OK however curious to know how I come across, I imagine just as if not sadder than the other people there. Not quite as disturbing as at it however quite an eye opener none the less.
I know I have definitely moved on from the Westside. I also know that without the blue and the crawl I am complete. The final forming of a person comes from within.
With completion comes the ability to find the one. With the stag I realise that one day I may want to be the stag.
Mum said on her death bed you have to make sure you marry the right one...
The regrets of the dying
- Love is a big regretting, settling and living the life you were expected to live as oppoesed to the life you want to live. Not going for it... Not having the balls to go for it, truly hang your balls out there man.
No regrets
And definitely don't work too hard and make work that all encompassing thing it shouldn't be. You only have to work hard enough to provide a good life. You can't take it with you.
changing demographs in June, tick tock
jobs, may be too soon to move, the ideal would be to do the year however want the money and the extra responsibility and challenge. Also with the money comes the freedom and the ability to make the decision.
Tried to make the decision in January however need to be stronger and more forthcoming. No backing down. In the long run it is best for both of us.
Then it is a case of doing the right thing, no blue, no crawl just live and work. Whatever will be will be. the choices and opportunities will come along, highly likely where you least expect it and you are just motoring along doing your thing.
What about that guy Matt, jeez what an ass... ha ha ha
I need to do some work, brother shower and go and get into it. The sooner you get into it the sooner it will be done.
Out
